Well I'm back again...

I stopped doing this for awhile, I hadn't really had the time to keep up with it. But at the moment I've been in the mood to write. I don't have a journal anymore... Not for paper. And my friend created her blog awhile back. I thought why not? I can easily follow her blog now and vice versa. Not that we don't speak to each other every day. This is just another great way. This is a good release mechanism for stress.. Kind of like a therapy. I have writing as well as drawing, though I haven't been very inspired to draw lately... It's kind of depressed me. But oh well. I know that inspiration will come with time.

Now I guess I can really blog about something... Lol more important.

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Ever wonder why things have to change? God always has a way planned for us to grow.. A few days ago, I had one of those moments. I realized that times are changing, as we grow up. Adulthood is still very new... and sometimes you can get stuck in the comfort of childhood. But sometimes you just need that push forward to move on.. to move ahead in your life. It doesn't mean that everything will suddenly disappear and the whole world will explode. It just means that you're actually growing, expanding. There are new things to be experienced. Friendships grow and shift over time, especially once you reach that period of adulthood, but it doesn't mean that it goes away. You will still have that relationship--that friendship that you always had, and really what you find as you pursue it, that it gets stronger. The bond cannot be broken so easily. I had my faith falter in that respect a few weeks ago. I look back to it now, it sounds ridiculous. But actually with it happening.. I learned that what I was afraid of losing, wouldn't change no matter what. I realized it fully. God works in mysterious ways, if He hadn't led me through that trial I would still hold that fear in me.

So even now as I stand by the friend with which this trail occured, I know that we stand strong. Which is amazing to me. I couldn't ask for a better friend. She is my sister, as well as a friend. I believe in her. And I'd be there through thick and thin. I know she already knows these things, but sometimes its just nice to have that assurance. It's not always there. I've lived through some of them. Thankfully I have God to fall back on, and he gives me the strength to forge forward in these areas. I'm so grateful for that. I guess that's really why I continued this blog... As life changes, which I know eventually it will get to that point where we will be married and have kids. And things won't be the same, but I have faith that our friendship will stand through the trails we go through everyday and we'll make it to the other side. And we can keep in touch, even if it's not everyday. I know this is talking about the future... and who knows, maybe things will stay closer to how they are now. I don't know. But I know God does. Either way, here we are in present day 2010, just living our lives. And we'll always be there for one another. No matter what happens :)

This is just something I had to get off my chest. The person it's written about will know who she is. I'm thankful to have her in my life. <3