Happiness and Joy for the Timebeing

Wow I haven't posted somethng in a while so I thought I would type this up quickly while the little boy I am watching naps. :) So I have been thinking lately about what's going on in my life... and to be honest, not a lot has occured. Aside from the babysitting and childcare, which you know it brings in money so it's all good in the long run, I have just been at home. And that's fine the majority of the time. Except that lately my best friend and I have come to the conclusion that we are ready to move out and our goal is this year. I've been praying that God will help us get the things done to be able to do that. It's not that I don't like living at home, because I'm a homebody, but really I just feel it's time to be able to grow up and start making those adult decisions for myself. To be paying monthly bills (woo hoo you know?), keeping track of my finaces, having my own space that I take care of, my own car to be able to drive and take whenever I need it or want to go out, not have to let the parentals know exactly where you will be and for how long... I'm starting to be totally ready for that change in my life. But obviously I have a couple variables to consider. I need to get the car, which hopefully will be happening either this next month or the month after.. fingers crossed, and I need to get another part time job. I am also considering an idea my mother brought up about taking a three year college and just getting into a career right away from that. Like computer engineering--which is the one she suggested. It was interesting to think about because she says that I have a similar brain to my aunt who did exactly this tactic to get into her career. I like computers I type fast, I mean it's worth looking into. But also the mother of the boy I baby sat today was talking to me and I told her some of the things about myself and she suggested a couple more things that I could possibly take into consideration as maybe back ups--art therapy (that sounds totally cool, I think I am good at counselling and art... that's like all that is in a nutshell) or an art teacher at the YMCA or other various groups (which I wouldn't have to have the full degree, etc.) When I was talking to her she brought up something that I technically had known.. but I hadn't really come to think about or bring it to the light. I dislike school... a lot. Probably why I am not in it at the moment. Funny thing is that I am good at it. Sigh. Well.... these are just some things that have been on my mind lately. Sorry for making this so long. I go forever without typing and then I make it one big post. :)